The
scriptures referred to are James 3:13-4, 7-8a and Mark 9:30-37.
We
are looking at the life of Jesus in our weekly Bible study and so I
have been doing research. Since the backdrop of Jesus' life includes
the Roman Empire, I have also been listening to podcasts and watching
documentaries about the era and the people of the time. I saw this
documentary on Julius Caesar, the man who destroyed the Roman
Republic when he became its first dictator. He came from a wealthy
family which fell on hard times. He joined the army and worked his
way up, always with an eye on getting political power. For instance
he wanted to merit a parade through Rome, which could only happen if
he had a military triumph which killed at least 5000 of the enemy. So
Caesar made sure he killed that many people. However his obvious
ambition and ruthlessness created opposition to him. As he reentered
Roman territory from Gaul without disbanding his troops, he triggered
a civil war. He went up against Pompey, Rome's previous greatest general and
Caesar's former supporter. Pompey, defeated, eventually fled to Egypt.
Caesar pursued him there, only to be presented with Pompey's head
compliments of the Queen of Egypt, Cleopatra.
Cleopatra
was also very ambitious, wanting to rule the empire that Alexander
the Great had ruled. She couldn't do that without conquering the
Romans but she did the next best thing. She killed her brother, who
was also her husband, seduced Caesar and had a child by him. However,
her plans to have her son inherit his father's empire died when Julius
Caesar was assassinated in the Roman Forum. So she began an affair
with Caesar's second-in-command, Marc Antony, getting pregnant by
him. But when Antony had a falling out with Caesar's great nephew and adopted son,
Octavius, those plans fell apart. Cleopatra tried to bribe Octavius
but he didn't bite. As his troops besieged Alexandria and Antony and
Cleopatra's armies failed to stop Octavius, the doomed lovers made a
suicide pact. Cleopatra researched the best poison to use by testing
them on prisoners and noting the results. As Antony reviewed his
defeated troops, he received a message that Cleopatra was dead. He
fell on his sword. But the Queen of Egypt was very much alive.
Despite the fact that historians think Antony really was the love of
her life, Cleopatra was still trying to become an empress. When
Octavian captured her she tried to seduce him but he turned and
walked out of her presence. Then 11 days after Antony had died,
Cleopatra, fearing she would be paraded through the streets of Rome
as Octavian's captive, took poison. Octavian murdered her children
by Caesar and Antony and became the first official emperor of Rome,
Augustus. It was during his reign that Jesus was born.
In
today's lectionary both James and Jesus warn us of selfish ambition.
And yet we admire the ambitious people of our time and revere
ambitious men and women of the past. And I think it is because we
don't distinguish between selfish ambition and other reasons to pursue excellence. In
his management book Good to Great, Jim C. Collins presented
his research on the factors that helps a good company go to a great
one. A key factor is having a leader who is a “paradoxical mix of
personal humility and professional will,” driven not by the desire
for personal aggrandizement but the desire to do what's best for the
company. These folks are rarely the superstar CEOs who get all the
attention in the press but men and women passionately focused on what
the company is best in the world at doing and which also happens to
make money. After his book came out, Collins was surprised to see it
adopted by churches and non-profit organizations. One thing that
interested them was what he called the “Level 5 Leader.” It is
very similar to the concept of the “Servant Leader,” whom Robert
K. Greenleaf wrote about. And in today's passage from Mark, Jesus
says, “Whoever wants to be first must be last of all and servant of
all.”
Let's
face it, most leaders put themselves first. They are concerned about
their power and their prestige and having not just their needs but
their desires met. The Twelve were not above this. In the very next
chapter of Mark, we find the disciples once again getting into a
conflict on the matter of who was greatest and Jesus says, “You
know that those who are regarded as rulers of the Gentiles lord it
over them and their high officials exercise authority over them. Not
so with you. Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be
your servant, and whoever wants to be first must be slave of all. For
even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to
give his life as a ransom for many.” (Mark 10:42-45) And to make
the point as vividly as possible, just before the last supper, John's
gospel tells us how Jesus stripped off his outer garment, tied a
towel around his waist and washed his disciples' feet, a task usually
given to the lowest of slaves. Afterward he says, “Do you
understand what I have done for you?...You call me 'Teacher' and
'Lord,' and rightly so, for that is what I am. Now that I, your Lord
and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also should wash one
another's feet. I have set you an example that you should do as I
have done for you. I tell you the truth, no servant is greater than
his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent him. Now
that you know these things you will be blessed if you do them.”
(John 13:12-17)
As
Jesus pointed out, most hierarchies put the leader before everyone
and often everything else. Jesus says that, instead, the leader
should put his people before himself. And Jesus didn't just talk the
talk, he walked the walk. Besides washing the disciple's feet, he
stepped forward at his arrest and said, “If you are looking for me,
then let these men go.” (John 18:8) And of course, he goes to the
cross to save humanity. Compare him to people like Hitler and
Cleopatra, who were willing to throw anyone else under the bus to get
what they wanted. Each sacrificed a viable future for their nation on
the altar of a grandiose dream of an empire under themselves.
It
feels odd to come out against ambition, though, at least here in
America. Don't we want kids to dream big and reach their potential
and accomplish great things? Yes but there is another motivator that
has nothing to do with simply wanting to be top dog: love. Remember
what Collins found out about the leaders who took good companies to
being great ones; their passion was focused, not on themselves, but
on doing what they do best. Most renowned scientists, movie makers,
medical researchers, artists, reformers, teachers, and innovators
achieve their greatest accomplishments because they are love what they do. I am reasonably sure that Jane Goodall did not
think that studying chimpanzees was the road to fame. She was
intensely interested in learning all she could about our closest
relatives. That passion drove her to do what she did as well as she
could. Van Gogh only sold one painting during his life; he was
motivated by his passion to capture the beauty of what he saw. Dr.
Jonas Salk did not patent his vaccine for polio which would have made
him rich; instead he let everyone have it because he was passionate about wiping out this scourge
that was crippling and killing people. They weren't chasing fame and
money. They were pursuing their passions. By focusing on those things
rather than themselves and by honing their skills and constantly
improving how they did what they did they have made lasting
contributions to the world.
And
then we have the opposite: people who are famous just for being
famous. Can you tell me one thing of excellence that the Kardashians
have accomplished outside of merely living their life in the
limelight? I don't even seek out news about them and yet I know more
intimate stuff about them than some people I am interested in,
because you simply cannot avoid hearing about them. Social media has made
stars out of otherwise obscure people, again, not because they have
made the world a better place but simply because they have made
themselves heard. You don't even have to be literally loud. There is
a woman on You Tube who narrates really boring mundane tasks and yet
has 20 million subscribers because she speaks very softly and there
are folks who get pleasure out listening to her voice. As an
obsession, it is a relatively benign one but 20 million subscribers?
Charlton Heston reading the Bible on You Tube only gets 8000 views.
The Jesus movie, a Hollywood quality dramatization of the gospel of
Luke, which you can watch in its entirety for free on You Tube, gets
4 ½ million views. A woman whispering for 4 hours got 15.8 million.
Small
wonder people promote themselves, even if they haven't really done
anything truly wonderful or life-changing. The world pays attention
to the the flashy and the novel and the outrageous. We reward such
behavior, even if it is not conduct we would tolerate in our friends
or in our family. I saw this firsthand at a radio station I
worked at in Brownsville, Texas. The station hired two shock jocks for
the morning drive time. The outrageous, highly sexualized talk of
these guys did raise the station profile. It brought the rock station
from number 12 to number 6 in the ratings. But the problem is that to
keep from getting stale shock jocks have to keep crossing the line of
what is acceptable. And eventually they go too far even for the
people who hired them. And then they get fired. There was one shock
jock in my hometown of St. Louis who made the rounds of most of the
rock stations that way. He'd create controversy and raise ratings,
say something totally beyond the pale, get dumped by that radio
station and get picked up by another, coveting the attention he would
draw. Until he pushed the envelope too hard and the cycle would
repeat. I once heard a DJ joke about the nudity of concentration camp prisoners in a Holocaust film.
Too bad not all such vulgarians can simply be fired.
Jesus
says that in the kingdom of God, those who come in first in this life
will be relegated to the end of the line. Those who did not promote
themselves will be elevated. It's quite possible that the most
honored mere human in the new creation will be someone most of us
never heard of or thought much about. Like one of those janitors or
librarians who live frugally and then upon their death are
discovered to have left a million dollars to some charity. They could
have lived large but instead they showed themselves to have large
hearts.
The
key is putting others and their welfare ahead of yourself. This is
what Jesus means by disowning oneself and taking up your cross.
Jesus' didn't carry his cross for himself; he did it for us. Our
cross is not our daily problems but the ones we take on in order to
help others. As Paul said, “Bear one another's burdens and so
fulfill the law of Christ.” (Galatians 6:2) Or as the 3 musketeers
put it, “All for one and one for all.”
Following
Jesus is about loving God and loving other people. In Paul's famous
passage about love, he writes, “Love is not envious or boastful or
arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way.” (1
Corinthians 13:4-5) Love is not about oneself but about others.
Self-centered people don't really love others. They see them as a
trophy or as an extension of themselves. The older rich man has a
much younger, impossibly beautiful woman on his arm to advertise how
successful he is. If he could he would emblazon his name on her as he
does his films or products or companies. “This is mine,” he is
saying.
We
are to say to Jesus, “I am yours.” We are to look for Jesus in
everyone we meet, even those whom we do not know. And we are to treat
them as we would Jesus, especially those who need help. And just as
you would not brag in front of or try to steal the spotlight from
Jesus, you should not do so when you encounter other people. Instead
focus on them and treat them as you would relatives of Jesus (Matthew 25:40), even if
you think they are the black sheep of his family, so to speak. Jesus
loves them and those loved by your beloved, you try to love as well.
One
of the side effects of this is that, as the 12 step programs say, helping helps the helper. It takes you out of yourself. It shifts your focus from your
problems to those of others. It can also help you realize that you
are not alone in your problems. There are others that have the same struggles that you do. And if their problems are worse than
yours, it can make you realize that perhaps you are being too whiny
about the difficulties you let upend your life and maybe you should
be more grateful for the troubles you don't have to wrestle with.
And
using your knowledge, experience, and skills to help others can help
you feel needed and useful. You learn that you can make a difference
in the lives of others. It can lead you to discover your gifts and
possibly even your purpose in life. Your purpose is usually found at
the intersection of what you are passionate about, what you are good
at and what the world needs.
When
we call Jesus the Christ or Messiah, we are essentially calling him
our King. And yet our King came not to be served but to serve. He did
not use his power to make his life more comfortable or easier or more
opulent. He spent his time healing and feeding and teaching and
forgiving others. His ministry was fueled not by ambition or
selfishness but by love.
We
may read about or dramatize the lives of Julius Caesar, Marc Antony
or Cleopatra but nobody in their right mind wants to be like them.
They titillate us but they don't inspire us. With the exception of
the Julian calendar, the achievements they were most proud of have
been buried in the dust of history. Yet Jesus, who never built a
monument, or conquered a nation, or even wrote a book himself, is still
energizing people and motivating them to make their lives and the
lives of others and this world better, more just, more peaceful, more
forgiving, more loving. They do it not by seeking to make a name for
themselves. As a Jesuit named Fr. Strickland wrote more than 150
years ago, “A man may do an immense deal of good, if he does not
care who gets the credit for it.” Let us do all the good we can and
let the credit go to the one who personifies God's grace.
As
Paul wrote, “Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit but
in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you
should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests
of others. Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:
Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God
something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very
nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in
appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to
death—even death on a cross! Therefore God exalted him to the
highest place and gave him the name that is above every name, that at
the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and
under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the Father.”